Mr, sun can you please come back?

Boots, scarfs, and sweaters have taken over my closet. Ah I want the warm summer back. Its crazy how its going to be spring break next week and going to the beach is not going to be an option. I tried of always getting a cold or having the heater blasting in my bedroom the whole night. Can we please, pleaseee have our 80 degree weather back. ugh one day its fine not to take a sweater the next you have to take 2! So much laundry to do. I've never had so many dirty socks lol lets hope a miracle happens and our sun decides to show up again next week ;)

video game junkie

Last night while I was at my boyfriends house I realized how much video games a person can play. I have a 16 year old brother and he's locked in his room for hours playing. And they play with such a passion that it makes you want to join in the game. last night while I was trying to finish some of my homework all I would hear was my boyfriends brother playing a computer game that looked like so much fun but when I tried it, all I felt was frustration of not being able to pass level one lol now I understand why they play for so long.. they need to actual figure out how to even control the game and then play it. but ugh I dont mind the game but the only thing that does is that my brother and my boyfriend don't listen to anyone while they're into the game. grr its so annoying lol if they can just multi task then it would be okay. ha.

Post Secret

If you've never heard of Post Secret get ready to be hooked...
"Post Secret is an on going community art project where people mail in their secrets anonymously on one side of a postcard."
This guy named Frank had an idea to have postcards placed in random places and tell people to send in their secrets to his home address, now years later he has published five books.
And thanks to my wonderful boyfriend I am an owner of his latest book "Confessions on life, death, and god."
When a friend of mine showed me his first books, I couldn't believe the things people go through or have done. The secrets that you can have incommon with random strangers.. One of my favorite secrets, I just read recently. Had the the words "THE END" written out with small letters. It took me a while to figure out what the message inbetween the word said, but when I did, I felt as if I was the one that had written it. It said "I always get sad when I finish a book. It feels like I'm losing my friends" I love to read and every time I finish a book I am slightly bum knowing that I won't know anything else about "my friends" lives. As if they are taken out of my life, and not know anything else about them. I especially feel this way if the ending wasn't a happy one. lol I am a sucker for happy endings and if the good guy doesn't get the girl then it won't become one of my favorites.
If you want to send your own secret or just read what others have to say then go to Postsecret.com, every Sunday they have new secrets posted. I never miss it.

oh how I miss Europe.

Today when I came into work, one of my co-workers reminded me that she is leaving to Europe in a few weeks and when she started to name all of the places shes going to, it made me want to go back, badly. I remember when I was there all I wanted to do was to come home, I get home sick really quickly, but now that she is reminding me of all of the countries there, it makes me want to jump on the next plane and stay there for acouple weeks. I guess what I just really want is a vacation. Any really. But if it would be to Europe it would be awesome! Trust me if you haven't gone to Spain or France you're missing out, big time! Seeing the difference in how people live, talk, and even what they eat is wonderful. In Europe barely anyone drives a car, there is literally a whole city under ground. The subway there was ALWAYS packed. I am never going to forget about the time in Madrid that the subway was about to leave and my dad kept telling me "get in, get in" and when I did the doors closed and no one else was in it with me. I was terrified! My dad told me through the window to get off on the next stop but getting "lost" in a foreign country with no phone or know anyone there was scary. ugh it was the worst 10 minutes of my life. lol I am so jealous of my co-worker who is leaving for a whole week to Europe.
My next big vacation will be... Italy! :)

kids and more kids.

As much as I LOVE my job being a full day with 24 3 years olds can be exhausting! especially it being a Friday, by the end of the week I'm completely pooped. But since I am a bit tight on cash I do the extra hours and babysit when I am needed. ugh but today from being at work from 10-6 and then going straight to babysit to STILL being here is crazy. Its almost 11:30 pm and I havent been home since 9:30 am. And to top it all of it isn't just 1 kid that I am babysitting, its 4! 4 boys. grr feeding them, changing them and running back and forth trying to put them to sleep is torture. But looking at the bright side at least I know what to expect when I have my kids.
Ahh well now one of them just woke up, I'm off again to putting him to sleep.

way too much facebook?

I don't know if its just me but I think I'm on facebook alittle bit tooo much. and most of my friends too. So I guess it isn't just me. But oh man there are people that update their status every hour. And it makes me think that maybe were on some type of facebook hallucination, even my MOM is constantly on it. When I unlock my cellphone the first thing I click on is the FB app. And then I sometimes slap myself because I was going to call someone but instead I'm reading my newsfeed when I had just checked it 15 minutes ago. I know I'm not the only one, I see my friends around me doing the samething and even in my computer class, instead of listening to the teacher they're looking at the new pictures their friends upload. And thats another thing, now that we can update pictures right from your phone everyone knows what your doing at that moment by the mobile uploads. ah facebook is taking over! I wonder how long this is gonna last?

can we please get a new puppy?

This is what my dad, brother and I keep telling my mom. We really want a Great Dane, badly. We've looked through every website and have only found breeders outside of Florida but my mom really does not want another dog. We have a four year old toy poddle, Princess. Shes my moms obession! And If you've ever been around a spoiled toy poodle you would know how mean and grumpy they are if they don't know you. But since shes ALWAYS with my mom she doesnt really care for me and my brother. We want a dog that will actually want us around lol.
While we were in Barcelona we were walking on the beach and saw a full grown Great Dane that was sitting down next to its owner and all us (excluding my mom) fell in love. They do not look dangerous and remind me of scooby doo. :) I know that they're HUGE dogs but we have the room for them and they're known as big lap dogs. Ah hopefully we'll be able to get one. My dad has mentioned for us to go on a road trip to one of the breeders and picking one up. Lets see how my mom takes this. Wish us luck!

i know I'm telling myself the same thing.. "it's 1am what are you doing up?!"

But I some times just can't go to sleep! Ugh I'm tired and keep yawning but it's as if my body isn't ready to shut down and luck for me I have to be up at 6:30 tomorrow! :D (I hope you can see the sarcasm in this)I feel like my bodies punishing me. Grr and then this is when I started to make a check list in my head about the things that I have to do and makes me more nervous and then I REALLY can't go to sleep. Oh man but on the brighter note spring break is almost here :) to bad I dont have any plans, we are thinking about going to tampa for a weekend but ehh I would really want to go to Puerto Rico or maybe Cancun.. But unfortuntaly everyone (well my friends and boyfriend) is broke lol grr can't our tax returns get here already. Which reminds me I can't wait to use that money on a new computer, ugh as much as I love my phone it isn't the same as a regular laptop. Acouple more weeks until a can recieve my brand new MacBook. But on the mean time my iPhone will have to do or hopefully my boyfriends computer will be fixed by tomorrow.

--now I'm finally falling asleep as I finish typing these last words. Goodnight.

11 am class

Im not much of a morning person and I know having a 11 am class is better than a 8 am but when I actually arrive to my class I regret for even wasting my gas.. Don't get me wrong he's a great teacher but everything he talks about I have known since middle school. Its a bit of a drag to be here.. especially on Thursday, my worst day of the week, after this I have to go to work, and then spend another 3 hours in a classroom. I usually get home around 9pm. I know there are people out there that have a WAY worse schedule than me but ugh I'm pooped by the end of the day. And lucky for me I get to go to work at 9:30 tomorrow to take care of my 3 year olds at their Valentine's Day dance. Nothing is more exciting then to be with 24 kids that have had cookies, chips, juice, pizza, candy, and cupcakes in their system! oh joy lol

--Wish me luck! :)